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Please don't be a Douchebag

Dear you, 

Please don't be a douchebag. I hope you are aware that im happy for you. I have high regards of you. I admire your stature, although you're not there yet. I like how you plan for your life, you certainly meet you expectations. That's cool. I also would like to commend you for your intelligence and academic excellency, that's exceptional. I respect your personal view in life. I believe that you believe in cleaniliness and orderliness. I respect them.  I surely don't care about the things that you say about my ordeliness and cleaniliness because I know I'm a fail when it comes to it. I'm simply a mess. I's sorry for that. In general, you are an ideal person when I comes to education, academic persevernce, and academic intelligence.

Now, I want you to know that I do not envy you. Never did I. I never aspired to be like you. Just so you know,  I rather be me than you. I see that I'm better than you, at lest in my own ways (im speaking for myself anyway). I love myself so much and I have a high self-esteem (i think I've  said this before). I make music, I blog, I play guitar drums, and bass, i have a lot of friends, i travel, i do photography, i listen to awesome music, i have an awesome family... and more...i would never replace this possesion with being you - over my dead body. 

I want you to know that I am also very happy with my life. Although I am not in the same position as you are, I am very proud of myself and I am very competent in handling my life. It would seem that I don't care about my future but that's just superficial. I care about me and I know I am where I want to be right now.  Everything's in place so don't worry about me. It seems that I am a happy go lucky person, that's because, in deed, I am.

 I am saying this becasue you don't have the right to tell me what to do. You also don't have the right to tell me that I have a wasted life because my life rocks!

WHEW!

CAGAYAN DE ORO, CAMIGUIN, BUKIDNON and ZAMBOANGA

It wasn’t a good start. Everything was messed up. Three of us had the same flight to Cagayan de oro city. I was able to catch my flight but unfortunately, two of us didn’t make it. They were late. So I flew to Cagayan all alone. The rain was pouring hard. I am soaked. The rain water embraced my as I stepped out of the plane. It was my first time in this big city in the south and it wasn’t a warm welcome. I was about to inform them about me situation but, WTF! My phone was not with me. I was lost in CDO without a phone. Not to worry because there's the power of the internet. I went to the nearest mall, in SM and went online. Bang! Rescue is on its way. I contacted my friends in Facebook and told them about my situation. Then, met me in SM and LET THE FUN BEGIN. 

DAY1

We woke and got ready for our trip to Camiguin Island. It was a long ride so we got up at 4:30am. We reached the island at 7am. We hired a small jeepney for 1500pesos, that's for 1 whole day. It wasn’t that much because there were 6 of us. First stop, Katibawasn falls. 2nd stop, White island, 3rd, sunken cemetery and the volcano ruins, 4th stop, soda pool, 5th stop. Niño cold spring. Then back to CDO.

We went to many places in one day. I felt like we spent a week long in the Camiguin. FUN!

DAY 2

White water rafting- it was an awesome experience. My skin got burnt from the sun. We were rafting along the river for almost 5 hours under the heat of the sun. It was scary, especially for a person like me who has a fear of water. I was so scared yet confident because I trusted our guide. I also felt my life vest was secured in place. 2 hours after the ride, we were asking for bigger rapids. We enjoyed whenever the water splashed against us, pushing us away from the raft. We met new friends during the ride. For sure ill try do again. 

DAY 3

Dahilayan park adventure- it wasn’t really an adventure. It was more like a relaxing experience. The scenery was great. The mountains were marvelous. The landscape was so temperate-like. It felt like we were in Twilight (the movies).  The air was cool. We have experienced the longest zip line in Asia. It was “ahhh ok”. It wasn’t like “WHOAHHH!!!”. It was similar to Eden’s Park in Davao City. Although the nature felt nice, I still didn’t find it amazing because it was man-made. It kept popping in my mind that I was man-made. (of course, it’s a park). the most awesome part in this trip was our visit to Camp Philips in Bukidnon. The pineapple plantation. It was like "pineapple as fer as the eyes can see". It a lot of photos in the pineapple filed. The place was so peaceful and the people were friendly. I loved it.

LAST DAY 

Last trip- we were headed to Zamboanga City, my hometown. It was twelve hours away from Cagayan de Oro City. We ran out of time and we didn’t get the chance to roam around the beautiful spots in the city. But atleast we were able to visit the popular place in Zamboanga, Fort Pilar, Paseo del Mar, Boulevard. We ate yummy food too.

This is one of hte best trip that i had so far. I have experienced a lot of things for the first time, i ate great tasting food, got lost in a city with no cellphone, tried zipline line and white water rafting. and most of all, the friendship the was built!

BE AWESOME TODAY

Today, I logged in to Facebook, and again, I saw something that I don’t want to see. I saw her with him. It’s she, yes she, the one who denied me of my completeness. And she was with him, yes him, the one who has a car… the man who has lots of money whom girls love to be with. Now, I’m carrying this shit again. I thought I left this shit somewhere along the road, now I just realized that a part of it is still with me. Now I feel I’m lost again. I feel I’m ugly as hell. I feel rejected. Sometimes I wish I shouldn’t have left the monster. Now I’m lonely again. Oh well, I’m fucked. 


Oh there goes another one. It’s the other ‘her'; in a relationship with him. Him how knows how to cook yummy food whom girls love to be with. It’s the cycle again. I’m so fucked!

I think I should post a 'lonely status'... ok here is goes...

NO...NO...NO... hell no! Hold on... I shouldn’t do that. People know that I’m happy with my singleness. How about posting good stuff? Ok this one is good... 

Hardworking and successful

Although have always loved my mom, there were times that I hated her. When I was a school boy, she used to call me "tamed" (lazy). She would always compare me with my uncle Danny, who was jobless. She kept on saying that I was very like him. She said that when I grow up, I will be become like him, jobless and arrogant. She said it so seriously that made me scared about my future. She kept on saying those things every time she saw me doing nothing at home. I hated her for that because it hurt. 

It’s true that I'm lazy. I do not do household chores and I hate it. I hate washing dishes, sweeping the floor, ironing the clothes, making my bed and those ‘whatever’. Those things suck. They’re waste of time. Now that imp a grown up, I still hate those things and imp not ashamed of it. Though imp lazy, that doesn’t mean that I won’t be successful in life. Right now, imp the one who lives my life. Imp the one who spends for my fun and adventure.

My mom was wrong. Uncle Danny now has a good job in the best school in my hometown. Though it’s kind of too late because he a bit old now. And most of all, I grew up not being like my uncle. But thanks to her, I wouldn't be where I am today if not because of my mom.

SUNDAY SHIFT 3

here's a crazy poem that i wrote on a Sunday shift.