BE AWESOME TODAY

Today, I logged in to Facebook, and again, I saw something that I don’t want to see. I saw her with him. It’s she, yes she, the one who denied me of my completeness. And she was with him, yes him, the one who has a car… the man who has lots of money whom girls love to be with. Now, I’m carrying this shit again. I thought I left this shit somewhere along the road, now I just realized that a part of it is still with me. Now I feel I’m lost again. I feel I’m ugly as hell. I feel rejected. Sometimes I wish I shouldn’t have left the monster. Now I’m lonely again. Oh well, I’m fucked. 


Oh there goes another one. It’s the other ‘her'; in a relationship with him. Him how knows how to cook yummy food whom girls love to be with. It’s the cycle again. I’m so fucked!

I think I should post a 'lonely status'... ok here is goes...

NO...NO...NO... hell no! Hold on... I shouldn’t do that. People know that I’m happy with my singleness. How about posting good stuff? Ok this one is good...