BE AWESOME TODAY

Today, I logged in to Facebook, and again, I saw something that I don’t want to see. I saw her with him. It’s she, yes she, the one who denied me of my completeness. And she was with him, yes him, the one who has a car… the man who has lots of money whom girls love to be with. Now, I’m carrying this shit again. I thought I left this shit somewhere along the road, now I just realized that a part of it is still with me. Now I feel I’m lost again. I feel I’m ugly as hell. I feel rejected. Sometimes I wish I shouldn’t have left the monster. Now I’m lonely again. Oh well, I’m fucked. 


Oh there goes another one. It’s the other ‘her'; in a relationship with him. Him how knows how to cook yummy food whom girls love to be with. It’s the cycle again. I’m so fucked!

I think I should post a 'lonely status'... ok here is goes...

NO...NO...NO... hell no! Hold on... I shouldn’t do that. People know that I’m happy with my singleness. How about posting good stuff? Ok this one is good... 

Hardworking and successful

Although have always loved my mom, there were times that I hated her. When I was a school boy, she used to call me "tamed" (lazy). She would always compare me with my uncle Danny, who was jobless. She kept on saying that I was very like him. She said that when I grow up, I will be become like him, jobless and arrogant. She said it so seriously that made me scared about my future. She kept on saying those things every time she saw me doing nothing at home. I hated her for that because it hurt. 

It’s true that I'm lazy. I do not do household chores and I hate it. I hate washing dishes, sweeping the floor, ironing the clothes, making my bed and those ‘whatever’. Those things suck. They’re waste of time. Now that imp a grown up, I still hate those things and imp not ashamed of it. Though imp lazy, that doesn’t mean that I won’t be successful in life. Right now, imp the one who lives my life. Imp the one who spends for my fun and adventure.

My mom was wrong. Uncle Danny now has a good job in the best school in my hometown. Though it’s kind of too late because he a bit old now. And most of all, I grew up not being like my uncle. But thanks to her, I wouldn't be where I am today if not because of my mom.

SUNDAY SHIFT 3

here's a crazy poem that i wrote on a Sunday shift. 

i gave you a reason to stay. though it was an opinion, it is still better if you'd stay. OH what am i saying? CRAP!

BORACAY

     This was a very rare occasion. It’s so unlikely for a family like us, on a lower socio economic status, to have a trip to one of the best beaches in the world. All I know is that only families from the middle to upper class can afford to go to Boracay. ooopps sorry for sounding so stereotypical. Let me rephrase that instead: I used to think the only rich family can afford to visit Boracay. I just realized it isn’t true.

Anyway, I consider this as the most special trip the I had for these following reasons;

1. I was with my family (except for my dad)
2. We were in one of the best beaches in the world.

3. I had so much fun

     Thanks to Cebu Pacific's promo tickets. We were able to avail our plane tickets in a very low price. Yes, VERY LOW. It was my entire plan, I told my sister about it. I had always wanted to go to Boracay and she wanted to go too. So we booked ourselves tickets going to Boracay, only for the two of us. We invited people to go with us, including her boyfriend, my housemates but unfortunately, they all decline. It’s a sad thing because no one would want to go with us. Maybe because of their tight budget and time. It was also awkward for only the two of us will go. We looked for another way.

     Few weeks after, Cebu pacific promo was on again. We were thinking of people who can come with us. We couldnt think of anyone but bing! We thought of my mom, then my Monray then Jepoy. yes! We bought tickets for them too. “It’s going to be a fun trip!”

     We all met at Caticlan. It was good to see them again. They looked excited but I thought that I’m more excited that they were. The fun started.

     I took a lot of videos and photos of this trip because, for me, this is the most special trip of my life.

Here are the photos and videos! ENJOY..

BORACAY DAY 1 VIDEO CLICK HERE

BORACAY DAY 2 VIDEO CLICK HERE